Numbers have filled Rumi Vasi's world since she first learned to count. But it was on a trip to India at the age of 8 that her mathematical powers acquired their almost supernatural significance. When she returned home to Cardiff her destiny was sealed: she was now, and would forever be, the town's 'maths prodigy'.
At 14 Rumi is firmly set on the path of a gifted child, speeding headlong towards Oxford University. As her father sees it, discipline is everything if the family has any hope of making its mark on its adoptive country. However, as Rumi gets older and the family's stark isolation intensifies, numbers start to lose their magic for the young teenager: she abandons the rigid timetable of her afternoons to seek out friendship and replaces equations with rampant spice abuse. As her longing for love and her parents' will to succeed deepen so too does the rift between generations.
Gifted captures brilliantly the battle to come of age in an emotional and comic hinterland, where histories, arithmetic and cumin seeds all play a part. In a voice that is by turns very funny and fiercely acute Nikita Lalwani brings vividly to life a young family's search for recognition and how that search can break a family apart. A story of high aspirations and deep desires, and of the sometime loneliness of childhood, Gifted is a dazzling debut.
Interview with Nikita Lalwani, author of Gifted
Like Rumi, you grew up in Wales as the daughter of Indian immigrant parents. Do you empathise with Rumi’s attachment to India, and why do you think she feels it so strongly?
I felt very enmeshed with India as a child, and really, it was part of my identity at school as well as at home. Although it clearly demarcated me from the norm, it was something that I saw as quite epic, very exciting, as opposed to an embarrassment. As an idea, India felt so abundant – it could be supernatural, exotic, melodramatic, so high on emotion and desirability: a place for which we were always nostalgic as a family. I think India represented an inherited and very romantic idea of a home-space. Rumi experiences freedom in India on many levels as a child – freedom from academic rigour and playground politics, but also a sense of place and belonging. Of course, this relationship becomes more complicated – seedier, if you like, as she goes through adolescence and her belief structure morphs into something more ambiguous.
Mahesh is determined for him and his family to distinguish themselves in their adoptive country. Did you feel any similar pressures growing up in Cardiff?
I remember our family was friends with another Asian family in a nearby town and their son actually was some kind of genius - he got his maths O’level and grade 8 in piano at an obscenely young age, and at dinner parties when we were sent to the kids room, I used to time him obsessively as he did the Rubik’s cube over and over, and tried to beat the world record. What was all that about? We thought it was an entirely normal pursuit. When I was writing the book I kept coming back to this strange aspiration that I had for a while when I was around 8 years old, to be some kind of prodigy. This odd desire must have been linked to the need to stand out in some way, I’m sure, and maths was the most useful thing I had to hand. As it was, I outgrew the idea within a few months and got on with being just academically decent at school, but the label ‘gifted child’ still interested me when I became a documentary maker as an adult – the whole nature versus nurture debate, and what was powering that particular kind of nurture in second-generation children.
Her gift for mathematics causes Rumi to often feel isolated from her fellow students. Did your aptitude for maths also mark you out as ‘different’, and how did you deal with this?
Most of my love of maths as a child was quite simple and tricksy really – just the sheer drama of mental arithmetic – acrobatics with straightforward sums. I didn’t ever get beyond that to the deep stuff, but I’m sure while I experimented with being a human calculator, I was trying to turn some element of being different to my advantage. It was a chicken and egg situation though - as to which came first – was I different because of maths or did the maths fill the space created through being different by virtue of race. I think they fed each other. It is something I associate with early childhood though - as I got older, and nearer adolescence, that difference (and the maths fascination) seemed to be much less apparent.
Having gone to Oxford to study medicine, how did you come to be a writer?
There was a moment at Oxford when we were all lined up at the end of our second term, and we were finally on to ‘the head’ in the dissecting lab. There were six students in our group and we had a tub of heads in front of us, all sliced in different ways to reveal different constituent parts. We each had to dunk a hand in and take out a head and name the parts that were exposed in the section. When it was my turn, I got a very small one, it must have been a child of about age 10. I thought to myself, I don’t like this at all, but to make matters worse, I didn’t have a clue what the major parts were when questioned. It was so much about the facts and at eighteen, I was just starting to desperately seek out everything that couldn’t be quantified. I spent most of my time at Oxford writing for poetry magazines and trying to perform in dodgy theatre so I think it was only a matter of time before I got found out, and I was ‘sent down’ to use that wonderfully dramatic phrase, after a year of the course. It was, as my tutor predicted then, the luckiest thing to happen to me. It meant I got to writing the novel (via English Lit, journalism and directing TV for a living).
Who are your favourite authors, and why?
At the moment I’m very keen on the Belgian writer Amelie Nothomb, who has a very trenchant and bizarre humour married with real sensitivity. I admire the absurd and the extravagant and so Rushdie has been my most longstanding literary involvement. I’m also a fan of Don Delillo and Kundera for the same reasons. A book I’ve read several times in recent years because I am amazed by how it can be so elliptical and yet so precise is What I Loved by Siri Hustvedt, whose writing style I find hypnotic.
What are you working on now?
I’ve started research for my next novel, which is a semi-morality tale set in a constructed community in India. A hotch potch of black humour, mistaken identity and liberal naivety gives way to some kind of unexpected and yet taut psychological thriller. I wish. Lets hope, eh…
Penguin Editor Mary Mount on Gifted by Nikita Lalwani
Nikita Lalwani is one of the most exciting young novelists I have come across in recent years. Gifted, her first novel, is ostensibly the story of a young British Asian girl, a maths genius, growing up in Cardiff from the 1980s to the present. And yet it is much more than a coming-of-age novel. Wonderfully funny, brilliantly observed and completely compelling, it is Lalwani’s characterisation that marks her out as a writer of rare quality: the determined father who loves his daughter utterly and yet is overwhelmed by his desire to prove a point to his adoptive country; the mother who goes to an office each day and longs for home in India, who is both modern but also deeply unsettled by her daughter’s questions. Then there is Lalwani’s main character, Rumi, who is excited by the world of arithmetic in which she thrives but is also longing for more. She is devoted to her parents but is desperate to break their, and her own, isolated existence. In the sensitivity of its observations, in its humour and its emotional resonance Nikita Lalwani’s novel is a remarkable debut, and completely unforgettable.
'Lalwani's evocation of teenage dislocation is pitch-perfect and she inhabits her heroine's interior world with tender authority' Guardian
'A rounded, well-paced narrative, moments of light relief and some skilfully drawn characters lead you through this unusual coming-of-age tale that asks: what price perfection?' Metro
'Pinpoints with genuine insight the bewilderment and anguish of a young woman marked out from her peers' Sunday Times